Okay, so on her birthday, instead of calling, sending message on social media, posting on her timeline, I wrote an email. Here’s an exact copy of it.
Well hey there, from there I usually starts my all email. But this one is different.
Should I have to mention anything else? Oh yes I have to! Here it goes.
Our journey starts with the first semester college event “Event-o-fest”. Remember? Yep that one; when we build that capacitor-charger-sort-of-thing. Since then how much hangouts, tens of thousands messages, lots of fun, moments and what not?. Not to mention worst time in 3rd semester. 😦
Later on, after millions of unforgettable memory and hundreds of screenshots :D, I do realize that you are not just a friend or best friend you are more than that. You know, we all have that one companionship bond with someone in life, mine is with you. But recent events says a lot; (you know what I am talking about) but it’s gonna catch on.
However the “The truth about being the girl who is always okay?” In all honesty, it doesn’t feel good. And that hurts, I know. In the rawest, deepest way, because no one notice just how lost you are. But the way you are handling whatever life throws in your way is just fascinating. The kind that gets deep into your bones. I know.
You’re playing a part that no one played before with me in the first place. It feels like memorized lines, and knowing when to smile whenever someone looks at you as to ensure they don’t catch on. It feels like never being able to ask for help, because you are usually the person who fixes everything for me. It feels like having someone to talk, having someone around always when I need.
Let me be honest here, I didn’t shared much thing about my life (experience, feelings) to anyone in the universe that I shared with you nor asked anyone for help. But the way you did it without asking, believe it or not I am never gonna repay that. Ever.
But today is the day that everything changed 20 years ago. You came to the world! I wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you. For through the wisdom your days will be many, and years will be added to your life.
Oh and by the way, remember those screenshots? Yep that one, you asked me to delete! I still have that. Oops! (Oh! I am gonna pay for it.)
Cheers to you!
Your nerdy friend